Love and Pain[SHIZAYA] Ch.8

It had been a month since Shizuo had seen Izaya, there was no trace of him anywhere, not Ikebukuro Or even in Shinjuku.he had been too nervous to even step foot near Izaya's house, I mean what would he have said? 'Hey I'm here to interrogate you about being abused!'
Aha.
No.
That wouldn't go well
At all
Besides, He still couldn't answer Izaya's question. That damned question, it had bugged him ever since the informant had asked them. Why him? Why wasn't he happy that someone was hurting Izaya? he had tried to hurt the flea countless times, trying to kill him. He should be thrilled, someone was doing it for him! Yet, he wasn't thrilled or happy. When he even so much as thought of someone hurting Izaya, a wave of rage, annoyance and a little something else washed over him. He had been getting this strange feeling, it was the urge to protect him. Protect Izaya.

He simply couldn't get the raven out of his mind! No matter what he'd be doing, no matter how hard he tried. He just kept drifting into his mind.it was getting quite annoying, not being able to have peace for more than a few seconds.
He had made a decision while stalking toward the park, the city was growing quieter and quieter and the lights were growing dimmer by the second. He had decided to find Izaya, find him and make him tell every single little detail about that man.
By this time it was later in the day, he had finished work and had been looking for Izaya for the last few hours. Ugh, any time he didn't want him to show up, there he'd be. But when he was actually wanted, he was no where to be found,How annoying.
He continued to stalk through the streets, it was quite cold tonight. His breath visible in the air, it swirled around, the white mist swirling in and out of itself, like a dance.then it faded away, just to be replaced by another breath of warm air.
Soon enough Shizuo reached his destination, he hadn't been in the park since that one night, almost a month ago. The night when he had first found Izaya. .
He sighed now trudging toward the fountain in the middle of the park. He hadn't been able to come here in a while, not since he saw Izaya. all his time was spent working or trying to find Izaya, so he had been practically neglecting this spot. He had his hands in his pockets, head down, eyes staring steadily at the floor. It seemed like it had been an hour walk to the fountain but in all reality it had only been a few minutes.
Out of the corner of his eye something caught his attention, a figure. . .
On the fountain edge sat a figure, it was hunched over, shivering a the cold. By looking closer he could tell that in fact it was non other than the man that he had been looking for. . Izaya.
He hesitantly walked toward him, not knowing what he would say to him but he knew he had to seize the opportunity. The raven looked up quickly at the sound of rapidly approaching foot steps.
"Izaya."
The informant's eyes stared up at Shizuo terrified for a moment before standing up, he was obviously trying to get away but Shizuo grabbed his arm and yanked him back. "Where do you think you're going?"
The flea seemed to flinch as Shizuo grabbed him. "You're coming with me" He said starting to to drag him toward his house. Weakly he struggled. "N-No! stop Shizu-chan!" he nearly screamed. The fake blonde turned to him, The once cocky and snarkly sarcastic face of Izaya was now twisted in total fear, it was the type of fear that people stared at Shizuo with. He should be used to it, but seeing it on Izaya's face. . it was so shocking. "P-Please. . .Shizuo. .L-let me go" The fact that he had even used Shizuo's actual name instead of that agitating nic-name had stunned him.

Slowly, he released Izaya from his death hold. ". . .Meet me at Shinra's At 10pm tonight. Be there or I'll come and find you and make sure you'll regret blowing me off."